The tears of happiness

Out of all the birthday wishes I received, these are ones that made me cry. Ya Allah, thanks for giving me the chance to know these creatures. May you guys live in His blessings. Amin.

Assalamualaikum Ina. Happy Birthday :D May Allah bless you. Aku mintk maaf, selama kau hidup 14 tahun ni aku rasa aku tak pernah jadi best friend kau yg betul2 best friend punya. aku tak tahu apa dah jadi kat kau, apa yg kau dah lalui. Tapi based on apa yg aku nampak, dah banyak benda yg kau buat tapi aku tak tahu and kau dah byk change for good. I'm glad and aku hope kau dapat bimbing aku dalam Islam. Aku igt lagi kalau kau ni ada masalah, aku ni asyik nasihat je tp tak tolong pun kau selesaikan. Sebab tu je yg aku mampu. Sebab kau tak cerita apa masalahnya dan aku pun tak menanya. Sorry. Ina, aku rasa bertuah sgt sbb dapat kenal kau, gaduh dgn kau, and jadi bff aku. Aku rasa bertuah sgt sbb sejauh mana pun kau, kau tetap igt kat kitorang. Ina, aku sayang gila kat kau. Tak sanggup aku nak tengok kau sedih, ada masalah. Maybe aku tak boleh always ada untuk kau, tapi Allah ada. Ina, ingat, bersyukur dan hargai apa yang kita ada sebelum Allah ambil drpd kita. Aku bersyukur sebab ada org yang aku percaya boleh jagakan kau, yg boleh ceritakan apa yg jadi kat kau kalau kau sendiri tak nak cerita kat aku. Hehe. Thank you sbb kau selalu layan kitorang, layan kitorang mcm biasa, although dah lama tak jumpa. Bagi aku kau ni perfect walaupun aku tahu yg perfection isn't an existence. Lastly, jangan lupa cakap thank you dekat Allah sbb dah 14 tahun kau hidup. ILYSM XD -Shima 

Her name is Ina Amira. So she's finally 14 today! She's been my friend for a long long time. We've been friends since kindergarten. She's a smart girl and she's so gifted. By that I meant very gifted. Music, arts and sports are passion. A gooner for life. Love debating, has her own opinions on everything (smart and true ones, of course), she plays basketball, she loves photography, writes wonderful quotes and poems, loves drawing, and she plays guitar. Genius, I could say? Haha. I don't have much to talk about so I'm gonna end this here, my battery is draining anyway. So happy birthday, Ina! May Allah bless you always, and looking forward to meeting you soon lol. Happy Birthday! ☺ -Blackmafia

Si cantik si comel si gojes si pandai si cool omg you're so cool Ina I suka stalk you keh keh noying tak buat pengakuan cenggini? muehehe -Sheera 

KING! Despite kau ni bajet, suka poyo dengan aku, suka sakitkan hati aku, suka show off kau lagi updated, suka buat aku nangis, suka tak dgr cakap aku, suka rasa kau paling bagus, kau tetap kawan aku yg muda setahun dunia akhirat YO KING! Have a blast! saye mu :D -Bak

First time aku jumpa awek pakai tudung skate , I know that girl was different . yes , sebab dah jatuh tapi still buat muka bajet cool . tengok muka kau , sesiapa pun boleh tau la kau ni sombong . tapi silap kalau tengok muka je tapi tak kenal . kau the only person yg cakap aku ni lain , sebab aku bengap . sebab aku ikut perasan sekali kalau kau perasan . Kelakar bila ramai org ingat kita couple , padahal kalau aku dekat sikit dengan kau pun kau dah bising , kan ? Ramai jugak orang cakap yg kau ni take aku for granted . Cari aku just for certain cases je , mcm nak kena buat lagu ke , nak cari a shoulder to cry on ke . Tapi pada aku tak . We play it fair and square , kan ? Kau baik dengan aku , aku baik dengan kau . Tapi katakanlah one day kau buat taik kat aku pun , aku still anggap kau kawan aku dunia akhirat . Adik aku . Sebab apa ina ? sebab kalau tak ada kau , tak adalah aku yg bangang ni . kau tau tak , dulu before aku jumpa kau , i lost hopes in life . ye la , nak consider kan family aku yg dah hancur , aku ni pulak dulu jenis pendam je so I didn’t have much friends . tapi bila jumpa kau , my life is colored . hidup aku sunyi mmg sunyi , but it is colored with your voice , your laughs yang mcm setan tu , your smiles . kau buat aku appreciate life . kau buat aku rasa nak hidup . kau buat aku igt yg aku selalu ada Allah bila aku lupakan Dia . aku tak kisah la kalau kau tak penah nak confess aku ni penting dalam hidup kau . sebab aku tau aku penting. Kalau tak , mana lagi kau nak curahkan perasaan kan , mana lagi kau nak lepas kan geram kau kalau bukan dekat aku . and setiap kali kau bg tau aku yang aku ni pemegang terbesar rahsia rahsion kau , aku terharu . sebab org yg secretive mcm kau sanggup berkongsi dengan aku yg tak pandai simpan rahsia ni . tapi apa2 pun ina , segala budi jasa baik tak baik kau , Allah je king mampu balas . Happy Birthday , Ina . Have a blast . Kau kawan aku dunia akhirat , ingat tu . -Dan 

YAW KING :) Yo the awesomest person on Earth. Tak pernah aku jumpa orang yang berani langgar perintah aku! Haha but anyway, remember kau tu gifted, talented, ed ed seangkatannya, jangan sesekali salah gunakan all your kelebihans tu, Allah boleh tarik bila2 masa dia nak ina. So, Happy 14th la yaww. May your life full of His blessings, aku tau one day kau akan succeed. Hold my words, King :) -Daju

INA MY DARLING <3 Hmm kesian kau. Ramai org label kau lesbian sebab aku kan? Haha honest confession, Ina, I am a lesbian tapi pada aku kau kakak aku. Okay? Walaupun birthday kau bru muncul hari ni, tp sesungguhnya kau sgt sgt sgt la lg matang dari aku yg childish ni. So far sumpah ko sorg je yg berani tampar aku bila aku hyper! Hahaha aku nak kau selalu igt, kau selalu dalam hati aku forever and always. Aku sayang kau. Tak kesah kalau kau tak sayang aku tapi nanti aku sedih la. Hihi king, ILYSM HAVE A BLAST K SAYANG? LOVE YA. -Sophea

Ko ni awesome actually. Handsome pun ade. Hahaha aku nak awek mcm kau, tp kurang siket eh retardness tu. Have a blast, king! We wish you all the best, okay? –Ejam&Zarul

Ina Amira, a girl with the most breathtaking smile you will ever see. She's smart, drop dead gorgeous and incredibly funny. She's different, very different. She has this one thing when I talk to her about my problems I felt that as if the problems were never exist. She helped me a lot this year. I told her everything about my life and she listened to it all. She's a good listener. She doesn't understand what I was going through but I know she tried. She knows a lot about life, although she's only fourteen. She inspires me a lot and she's there when I need someone to talk to. Ina, if you're reading this then I want you to know how much I thank Allah for meeting me with someone like you. You're one in a million, Ina. You're different and unique in a good way. You are the friend everyone wishes to have and you are mine. If you feel down and all, just let it out to me. You know I'll be there for you. Although we're not in the same class nor the same dorm but I hope we will be as close as we used too. You're one of the reasons why I'm going to miss 2011. You're one of the reasons I move on in life. You're one of the reasons why I still have hopes in life. You're one of the reasons why I don't give up. You're one of the reasons why I smile. Happy Birthday Ina. You make the world something I deserve too :') -Iqa

Wlupun kau tk pernah pandang aku sebelah mate, apetah lg appreciate aku, kau tetap the worst singer in the world! Haha ustazah paling best di duniee! Haha happy birthday , kiddo! Remember aku tua, hormat aku ok? Kau awesome!! Jom layan dota! ahahaha -Fariq

Kau banyak ubah hidup aku. Kau banyak suruh aku nangis bila aku sedih. Kau banyak suruh aku gelak bila aku tak ada reason untuk gelak. Kau selalu marah aku bila aku marah orang lain. Kau selalu nangis sebab aku bila aku kena kutuk. Kau selalu lawan cakap aku bila kau memang salah. Kau selalu pertahankan ego kau sebab kau nak menang dengan aku. Kau memang jahat. Kau memang tak boleh harap kadang-kadang. Kau lah king, kau lah boss. Semuanya kau. Tapi aku tak menyesal jumpa kau, Ina. Sebab kalau aku tak jumpa kau, tak mustahil aku dah dimamah bumi weh. Honestly kau manusia paling perfect pernah aku jumpa, don’t deny. Kau satu satunya org yang sanggup korbankan kebahagiaan sendiri demi orang lain. Satu-satunya orang yang sanggup tak senyum sebab kawan kau sedih. Satu-satunya kawan aku yg appreciate her friends more than everything. Ina, aku tak kisah org nak kata kau lesbian ke, anti-social ke, sebab aku tau your love is one faith thing yang confirm orang lain tak ada. You’ve been hurt a lot, and it brings you to who you are today, kan? Happy Birthday Ina, May Allah Bless you forever and always. I love you. I need you. Yes. I do. -Fyaa