Allah gives us the great way of life. Being somebody when nobody wanted to be around.
It has been raining heavily for the past one week or two. It seems like it knows that my heart is pouring heavily inside too.
I tried to live as normal as possible, enduring the new changes in my life, following the flow. But somehow, it seems temporary. I might be laughing and smiling among friends, but when I'm all alone, it gets really quiet and lonely. I avoid seeing the people I know. It feels empty. How long more will it rain?
I can hear the world yawning. Things aren't really so bad. Just me.
The life doesn't lead me anywhere except the end. I believe Allah keeps on making me go through these rough roads, because He knows I can face it. Allah knows I have a strong
heart. I know I do too. Or did. I used to be a person with a strong heart, someone who never whine.
But I just shoved that person away.
I'd like to walk away from everything, and never wake up. I don't know how long I can bare the pain that I've buried inside.
Let me go through this rain with head held up high, because I deserve it.
2 comments:
I showed my sister the picture you uploaded on facebook with the caption, "I have Quran in my mind, I have Quran in my heart. The stories told in it were different than any stories I've seen on bible. I've given my heart to this book. I want to be what the people mentioned in it are, I want to be whatever this book tells me to be" and she was soooo touched. She asked me to hit you, get to know you well, and stuffs. She said someone like you is difficult to find nowadays. At first I was only like 'ok... whatever. she's a typical random girl' . But your info brings me here, and, I can't tell you how much I have to agree with my sister. Hope to get to know you, I'm in your friend lists. Farhan.
u bce english translation quran eh? seriously?? hebat gila! i bce melayu punya pun take time to understand -.-
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